I'll see him, doing any completely normal thing. Something anyone else could do. But he just looks so...different? And my heart swells and damnit something inside me melts. I just love him so much I didn't understand love to this extent was capable. He could do anything and still be perfect in my eyes. He's really the only good thing in my life right now. Without him, I'm afraid I wouldn't be here to be posting this. Love is so strange, but here I am, deeeeep in it. People say love hurts. Love doesn't hurt. Pain hurts. The fact that he's the most amazing person on the world and I would do anything for him doesn't hurt, that's love. The fact he stares off at his girlfriend when he thinks no ones watching, when he calls her beautiful and says he's never met anyone that compares to her, that hurts. But that's not love. Not for me. For him it's love, for her it's love, for me it's pain. But pain is where my expertise lies. Love is foreign and new to me.
When my life comes crumbling down around me a smile of his can put it back together.
When I want to take a knife to my skin, when I want to vomit up my feelings just thinking of how happy he makes me can stop it.
When I was going to thinking about, I talked to him that day, we talked about my previous attempt. I was going to do it. But. He was there me, somehow, the things he said, he understands that my life isn't easy and he's there for me that's what matters. I can't die because one day I'll need to be there for him when he needs it. I just hope it all won't become too much.
He's really the most wonderful that that happened to me and I love him more than anyone else. He is the most trustworthy, kind, smart, nice, compassionate, intelligent, handsome person in the world (yes I can be certain of that even though I have not met everyone in the world...yet). Not to mention he can take my constant mistakes when I say too much or do something wrong...
And the day I'm stupid enough to give him the link to my blog here...he'll prolly forgive me for the 828838838398383773th time :D .....aw I just love him so freaking much....
-Ren
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ReplyDeleteYeah well first off, you don't seem much older than me, using 'u' for you and ur' for your, and just generally using 'bullshit' as an acceptable reason to prove your point.
However, assuming you made the greatest point ever, and now I must argue back:
Well honestly, I didn't think it was possible either,
Let alone with a guy I'd known for a long time...
But then again...
I've never met anyone like him. I can't begin to describe the way I feel for him, all I can tell you is that it's real. He's special. I love him a lot, and he means the world to me.
Wait until you fall in love.
You'll get it.
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